Monday, August 23, 2010

false dichotomies.

i had no intention of creating nearly back-to-back posts about islam, but i read this today and just got so angry.

it was that last section that is making my blood boil:
Despite some hurtful experiences in public, Nadia is content with her decision to wear niqab and says she feels a distinct difference in how men respect her now as opposed to her earlier days of low-cut shirts and formfitting pants.


after a whole fucking column about how the hijab is not about male power over female, guess what: it is. this is just enforcing the virgin-whore dichotomy (otherwise known as "women ain't nothin' but bitches and hos"), as if the only choices of clothing a woman has is either to dress like a slut or to cover everything so they don't distract men and aren't judged by men and don't tempt men. women are only judged by their sexual availability. in this structure, men still have all the power.

when i was a freshman student taking a film course, i thought "the gaze" was feminist bullshit. it's not. the insistance on covering to avoid the male gaze just highlights it all that much more. the hijab doesn't stop men from judging you by your body and appearance, as these women unfortunately found out.

the hijab is not empowering. it keeps the male power structure in place, it enforces it, and it caters to it.

i'm not going to make a statement about wearing it or not. if you want to wear the hijab because it makes you feel closer to god, that's fine. but i reject any argument that it empowers women.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

cat5-to-usb converter.

cat5-to-usb converter


not quite what was expected.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

iconoclasm.

New York City's Landmarks Preservation Commission denied landmark status Tuesday for a building at the site of a proposed Islamic center and mosque near ground zero.


i think this was a good thing.

i spent the morning of september 11, 2001 fielding frantic phone calls from my (jewish) mother, who could not determine if her uncle and brother-in-law had been in the world trade center towers when the planes hit (they weren't, although their offices were), and online with my friends, one of whom was watching the towers come down from his office window a few blocks away.

i endorse the cordoba house project (no, it's not a mosque), to build a muslim-run community center a few blocks from ground zero, because i endorse the first amendment to our constitution.

if we allow fear and prejudice to overcome the values embodied in this statement, we are, quite frankly, proving al quaeda and the rest of the radical islamists right when they say the west is anti-islam and persecutes muslims.

a lot of the debate around the cordoba house project is centered on the symbolism of a muslim project near the location where radical muslims killed something over 2000 american citizens. the "con" side of the argument says that allowing the project to go forward will dishonour the memories of those who died that day. this is dangerous rhetoric, because it insists we live in the past. instead of moving forward with dialogue and mutual respect (including for the american citizens who were muslim who died in the twin towers), they want to wallow in their grief, pick at their wounds, and generally whine about what "they" did to "us."

i am arguing is it a greater dishonour to those who died that day to insist on making their place of death a symbol of our victimization and fear of the other instead of a symbol of peace, strength, and respect for our fellow human beings. if we really want to claim any kind of victory, we should be pushing forward for the openness and interaction that the radical islamists hate so much. to oppress muslims in our own country and insist on outlawing their religion and practises is to first of all be guilty of the same intellectual violence that the radicals practise, but also to open the door for more oppression and to become victims of our own fear and therefore of the radicals themselves instead of gaining power over them. the strength of oppression is no strength at all, but panicked weakness.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

what's for dinner?

this one takes advantage of a lot of the stuff in season right now.

for the kabobs:

1/2 lb meat (i used chicken tonight, but beef or lamb would work equally well. i suppose you could use turkey, but that would be pushing the authenticity limits)
1 green pepper
1 onion
1 pt cherry tomatoes
extra virgin olive oil
red wine vinegar
fresh oregano, basil, and parsley
3 cloves of garlic (i like garlic)
salt and pepper
skewers (i have bamboo, you could easily use metal. i've even heard of using the stems from the herbs)

for the rice:
1 cup uncooked rice (i used basmati because that's the only rice i happen to keep in the house)
whole cardamoms, coriander seeds, peppercorns, and a bay leaf
butter

1. cut the meat into roughly 1 inch cubes. crush the garlic and chop the herbs.

2. in a dish or plastic bag, mix together the oil, vinegar, herbs, garlic, salt, and pepper. put in the meat cubes to marinate.

3. make the rice. put a little butter in the pot you are going to use for the rice and turn the heat up to high. when the butter is melted and foamy, add the rice and stir it around until the grains are coated. then add 2 cups of water and the spices and cover. as soon as the water boils, turn the heat down to low.

4. cut the pepper and onion into 1 inch pieces.

5. thread the marinaded meat, onion and pepper pieces, and the whole cherry tomatoes onto the skewers.

6. cook the kabobs under a broiler at 400F or on a grill. if you use the grill, coat the kabobs in the marinade while cooking. i happened to use the broiler tonight, and i put some extra olive oil in the tray under the kabobs.

7. pull most of the spices out of the rice, especially the bay leaf. do not eat these. you will regret a mouthful of whole peppercorns or cardamom pods.

8. eat everything else. yay!

Monday, July 5, 2010

boom.

i continue to be amazed that my cellphone actually takes decent pictures of fireworks.

Monday, June 21, 2010

resurfacing.

i spent last week taking a class on sexuality. a semester in a week. craziness.

however i spent yesterday doing nothing, so i think the balance is coming back to my brain. we'll see what happens when all the information starts to percolate and meld with the rest of the stuff that's in there.

hopefully it will settle before my next class starts in july.

is it possible to learn too much?

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

a meditation on authorial intention.

or, in defense of the literary critic.

literary criticism, and especially postmodern literary criticism, seems to be defended mostly by its practicioners and roundly given contempt by everyone else. it is often denigrated as "bullshit" or, more scathingly, as the critic reading him or herself into the author's work and not reading the author.

admittedly theories like "the death of the author" do not help this perception any.

as someone who has been trained in and practises literary criticism to a certain degree, it should not be surprising that i am defending it. but i do believe it is a valid method of inquiry, and it has important things to say. it is this belief that led me to where i am today, a graduate student. i started down this path one evening, standing under a tv monitor in the lobby where i was taking registrations for a conference and listening to the opening night speaker. he was condemning literary criticsm and postmodernism in general. at the time, i was only a few years out of my undergrad, which had heavily featured these theories, and as i was listening, i realized i was muttering at nearly every pause of the speaker, "no, that's wrong." i went and expressed my disagreement with one of the conference organizers, and 4 1/2 years later, i've just finished my first year in grad school. so i'm putting my money where my mouth is ;)

anyway. we've all seen cases (or we have if we follow this kind of thing) where a critic offers an opinion about what a book is about, or what ideas or themes or philosophies it might contain, and the author says, "no, that's all wrong." depending on who you like better, usually either you come away from the debate with the idea that the critic is an idiot or the author is a petulant control freak.

i would suggest neither of these are healthy.

is it not possible that both could be right? the author certainly had an intention in mind when writing (and only living authors have the ability to defend their intention), but intention is not everything. context, context, context. the author is a contextual being. the premise of literary criticism is that that context might inject itself into the work, whether the author meant to or not, whether the author was even aware of it or not. communication is a two-way street: you speak, i receive. you cannot, however, control what i receive. you might use certain strategies to avoid ambiguity, but your context will dictate certain things to you, and mine will dictate things to me.

let us take an example. an author writes a science fiction novel. a feminist critic reads the novel and declares it to be a boorish defense of patriarchy. the author protests there was no intention to talk about patriarchy one way or another in the novel. the critic points out settings, language, characterisations, and plot devices which point to a worldview which views patriarchy as beneficial. the author complains the critic is a feminist, so he or she must be reading his or her own ideology into the critique. the critic claims that it is merely his or her background in feminist ideology shows the characteristics in the novel, but they are there regardless.

both people are probably right. we must believe the author when he or she says the intention was not there. however, his or her philosophical stance will colour the novel. someone who believes men have a natural right to rule will not (unless trying very hard or possibly as a challenge) write a novel where, say, an all-female society is given a positive assessment. there may have been no intent to include gender views in the novel, but they will be there nonetheless, simply because they are the author's context.

at this point in the debate, the ethical thing is for the critic to accept the author's assertion of his or her own intentionality, but not necessarily to back down on the critique. sadly, too often in my experience, it is only the latter that happens. this is often easier because the author is dead (in the case of the literature i analyze, often long dead), and unable to contest the critic's reading. as valid as that reading is, i still think that the critic always ought to be prepared to admit that what he or she sees may not be what the author intended. however, this often gives power to the analysis. if the author did not intend the ideology betrayed in the writing, it means that it provides, perhaps, a clearer window into the author's context, society, culture, etc, since it is unshaped by concious intention. the conclusions of literary criticism are often accurate and valid. but they should also be humble.

see? i said i would come up with something interesting to post.

Friday, May 21, 2010

finals are over.

i'll try to think of something interesting to say soon.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Monday, April 19, 2010

current reading.

Blue Like Jazz: Nonreligious Thoughts on Christian Spirituality
by Donald Miller

a friend lent this to me. it is... very rambly. my initial reaction was that it reminds me of a christian Catcher in the Rye. this was before i reached the spot in his book where he says he loves that book. so i guess my literary analysis skills are still up to snuff *grin*

it's a very... honest book. he's got his filters off, which is something unusual for a christian author.

no, you stupid cat, stop chewing on it, this isn't my book, i have to give it back!