ARGH.

i am so fucking pissed. for the second time this week, a goddamned mailserver has lost my stupid password. first it was the one at work. outlook can't check mail anymore. i can't check from the webpage. but for some reason thunderbird is ok. and of course i have my password stored under encryption. so i have no idea what my password is. and, of course, microsoft products are officially required at work, and now i'm going to have all my email in thunderbird. and now my stupid email at home also lost my fucking password. argh. argh. argharghargharghARGH. i fucking hate computers.

and it's november. i'm trying to write fifty thousand words. and i'm so stupid! i have to volunteer tomorrow with the kittens, i have to volunteer all next weekend, the weekend after that is thanksgiving, then we have to go to new york to see mom's family. and then i'm volunteering again on sunday! how could i have been so stupid??

he's home. at least he can call the stupid hosting company.

(*time passes*)

ah. they're having trouble with their email servers. i feel...mollified.